I recently read Unhurried Leadership by Alan Fadling and this quote began unfolding some reflections and reignited a longing curiosity for more understanding, more learning to more living out the embodying of grace in life with others. He writes of his own realization:
“...far and away the majority of times the word grace was used (in the New Testament) it wasn’t referring to the free gift of salvation we receive by faith. Instead, grace most often referred to some facet of actually living out a Christian life.”
And he offers, what I am calling the Charis question, where do I need grace in my life?
Throughout of my faith journey, I have heard the repetitive phrase “saved by grace” or “salvation by grace” and many variations of this attributed to salvation through faith in Christ and the once saved always saved which I am beyond measure and eternally grateful for (which I have yet to even get a glimpse of what this means eternally). But, I have over the years been curious how much wider, expansive, and not so ‘simplistic’ in a way grace goes beyond these repetitive phrases; to a deepening meaning which is more so —living grace.
Alive and growing, yes! Is there as well some formative creativeness of grace likened to painting, sculpting, weaving, musical composition or poetic writing, etc?
I guess you could say tangible in a way maybe it is through ‘touches of grace’ ‘tasting of grace’ ‘aromas of grace’ ‘hearing of gracious voice’…and so on. I confess to wondering and say this is a desire of mine, to go beyond the expansion of grace only “of saved and done” to the indwelling for a continuous transformation in living grace.
A while back, I was asked to share my “come to faith” testimony which for me was at first thought those repetitive phrases “saved by grace” “salvation by grace” which meant name that moment you confessed the worst sin committed up to being a teen and Jesus touched you and healed the condemning path to hell you were on. Saved, baptized, and now you could get into heaven. That was a very scary and vulnerable moment for me to speak of, the flood of shame came back in as a wave. I have to say though it was helpful in a reflective way because I realized how far I’ve come in understanding there was so much more to see in my life than that moment. (I won’t be sharing that story here and I imagine you have your own testimony story).
What I want and hope to offer is the beautiful furthering of the living grace path throughout our day by day.
May a focus instead on the charis definition of grace be somewhat of the breaking apart of hard clumps of soil, tilling the ground so more nourishing can happen, creating porous soil where watering can now penetrate and keep the growing–moving gently in living grace.
While much of this has been going on for some time this is the first time attempting to articulate reflections on this place of formation and offer you to join in. It is through what I have come to explore in this past month—a tilling of soil in Scripture with the focus on the relationship of believers to grace.
With each Scripture and phrase below, the invitation is to read the passage and sit with the Greek word “charis”--all the descriptions, listening into your present life where you are with God. Allow His voice to speak love into the place where you feel like you’ve hit the wall, or have hard clumps of soil in your faith journey. God wants to invite us into charis—living grace.